Real friends are supportive of one another. So I guess I don't have a question so much as I am looking for some support, since I won't get it from them. I fear that if I tell them I'm gay, they will distance themselves from me and I'll end up being totally friendless in this world. I haven't told them because I know where they stand on gay people they think gay marriage is an abomination, and they think being gay is a choice as opposed to something you're born as. What they don't realize is that I am gay. I play along to fit in, but it pains me that I am not being my authentic self. The problem in my case is that both of my friends say homophobic things all the time, kind of as playful putdowns of each other.
But because I only have two friends, I think I value my friendships more than most people.
In fact, I really only have two, which I know is pathetic. I am quiet and shy and introverted, and I don't make friends easily.
